Ask me if I want to go back and I will say YES

Ask me when and I will say TOMORROW

I need to figure out a good way to share my photos. I'll let you know links once I figure out a good photo editing program for hundreds of photos on a Macintosh. You might have to wait until I'm able to view them without feeling sick with nostalgia. Until then it's holiday hangover. I think once I'm a functional member of the American society, I'll be feeling better about things.

Things I need to do in order to become mentally sound:

move back into my Peach Street home in SLO
create some sort of an income
maintain a logical routine of SLEEPING when it's dark
cut down on the consumption of gallons of alcoholic beverages on a nightly basis
cut down on the smoking of unreasonable amounts of anything placed in front of me
see my SLO town lovers
see me Thailand lovers via reunion
start planning my next adventure

It's already weird not eating rice at every meal and actually flushing a toilet. And it's REALLY weird to not be smiled at everywhere I go regardless of what I'm doing...I'm not sure if I'll ever get used to that one.

Enough of that...it's been a while. Maybe I'll start keeping up with this thing.

I think I'm going to drive up to SLO tomorrow.

In related news: http://cbs5.com/topstories/local_story_159222541.html

man man was seriously the most fun i've had at a show in a long time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they are so goofy.
oh wow, that was awesome.

i haven't written in this in a while.
how are you?
my turtle says "sup?"
i have been pretty busy lately. life is: school, cleaning, work, work, school, reading, work, sleep. speaking of which, i'm off to go get paid to eat sammies all day.

should i go to peru or new zealand this summer?

so my trip all the way down to san diego was for the most pointless doctor's apointment of my life. people are very mean/rude at balboa hospital. the good news is, that i wont ever have to deal with that place again. the bad news is, i still have no news. and the suspense is KILLING MEEEEE (kinda).

pandas look really adorable when they're getting it on. they also look really hilarious.

dooooood, it truly feels like there is a rave happening in my heart right now. so crazy. maybe i should stop taking so many drugs! or at least THINK about it.

i've decided that i want to be good at painting but i'm not sure if i have the patience to do that. so far i've started two different ones and one i'm not happy with, and the second one i'm too afraid to do anything else with. laaaaaaaaaame

wouldn't it be cool to be one of the ideal old couples who still want to hang out with eachother when they're gross and wrinkly and smell weird? the ones who are all cuddle-y and still hold hands and move really slowly with eachother. my newest goal is to make that happen for myself. at least i'll always have cristan to hang with, especially after we turn 90.

man, i hope this weekend is even 28% as good as last years cabin fever trip was. even though i could only get one day off and wont be staying as long as most, hopefully i'll get in some quality rope swinging time. it already can't go wrong because i bought a new pretty bathing suit today. also hopefully the fires didn't distroy all of dobbins. you should have listened to smokey you assssholes.

i'm starting a coffee/tea mug collection. if you find any worthy ones you should probably either:
a.) let me know
b.) send it to me on peach street
c.) at least take a photo of it so i can bask in its glory

alright SWEET!!

so i decided that children story time should be a regular occuring thing for me and my night time. so i'm putting up applications for hiring a nightly reader. please fill out and post your comment below.

Name: ________________
Years old:____________
Favorite title of a book:___________________
Reasons why I should think you can read better than my mom did when I was a child: _________
Who writes a better story, Roald Dahl or Dr. Suess?________________
Favorite care bear:______________________
*must know all of "you are my sunshine", like harry potter, and understand why green is way better than purple or red. must like to cuddle, and eat midnight snacks. must appriciate the phantom tollbooth.


i just realized that i'm in store for some of the best breakfast evaaaaaaa tomorrowwwwwwwww. oh yes. gma's house rules. especially if it's taylors gma, and she's making home made oj.

i love visiting home.

It's really difficult for Korean speaking people to say the double "s" in my name. So at work, the sushi chefs call me Cashie. I really don't mind/notice it at all. Until tonight I had a really long conversation with my favorite one, Smiley, and he said he kept mistaking it for Cashew. So, he decided that that is my new name. =) Work tonight was pretty funny. Especially when I walked into the back, where Pedro was washing dishes and singing "Mucho Muy Feliz" at the top of his lungs. I was like IKNOWTHISSONG ME ENCANTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man, life has been really good lately. I've been in a perpetually good mood. Smiles are easy to come by. And I really, really like it. I'm meeting new people, seeing old friends, and still many trips ahead of me to look forward to this summaaaa. I really have a lot more detailed update of my life, but i haven't written in so long i don't know where to start. i will say, that if anyone wants to bbq this weekend, I'M DOWN!!

I now have internet at my home on Peach Street.



[que standing ovation]

What do you listen to after seeing an amazing concert like Radiohead's two nights in a row??





...more Radiohead???
OK!

not even my dreams are safe anymore!!!!!

someone tell my mind to STFU ALREADY.













i miss it.

My dad just brought home a hard drive with 265 GB of music on it. Someone he worked with used to work for a radio station and got hooked up with all the top 100 billboard hits from each year starting 1950 all the way to the year 2000. It also has about 600 full artist discographies on it. He's been playing with it on the computer for the past 4 hours and I think this is the first time I've ever heard him actually belt out a song. He kept interrupting my mom going to bed by yelling "wait one more!! listen to this! man, it's been forever since i've heard this, this was our song. i used to own this and listen to it at my friend jimmy's house when i was in second grade. i'm pretty sure this was the first song with rapping in it. gotta love this one. ect" it's really adorable.



not to mention I have all access to this music once he's done. it's pretty radamazingawesomeee.

the weather in san diego has been perfect. i really like being home. my mom is such a good cook. She's been stressed out lately with the graduation coming up. I went to the del mar fair after about 3 hours of sleep, so much fun. Cristan's mom tagged along and she's probably one of the goofiest moms that i know. My stomach is still recovering from the mass amounts of grease I consumed. But I decided that falafel burgers are where it's AT. Flafel if you're french. Or have a speech impediment. The XXXXXtreme ride was pretty dominant too. I almost bought the best windchime in the world until i realized it was $45 and that I need to stop daydreaming about my house assories. Speaking of which my grandma bought me this cool little wall hanging today. Man, my house is gonna be so bomb. I've been driving my car around a lot, despite it's ability to consume great amounts of gas in a short time and my slowly decreasing my bank account. Oceanside is a really rad town at night. I got my hair cut today!! It's pretty hawttttt. (it looks exactly the same...pretty much) I want to go to the bead store and start making people stuff. I'm eating my mom's watermelon faster than she can buy it. It's nice being home even though I'm not doing too much with myself. I missed hanging out with my brother. On Monday I made a burrito using the beans from Los Panchos, the white sauce from Miguels, and the rest from Rivas.

SOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.
too bad a mighty warrior didn't run out of my corn chips.

I just bought myself some lovely books. anyone want to have a reading partaaay??????

I better get a job before my bling runs out.
I think i'm going to get my bike fixed and then play board games on my roof.

I miss you Sar...
Let me know when Senor Sol and I can road trip up.

I love you all.

6 more days until:
burritos
beach
balboa park
bro
bojangles




bitchen.

twinsieszzZs.

If we could shrink the earth's population to a village of precisely 100 people, with all the existing human ratios remaining the same, it would look something like the following. 

There would be:

57 Asians
21 Europeans
8 would be Africans
14 from the Western Hemisphere, both north and south

52 would be female
48 would be male

30 would be white
70 would be non-white

70 would be non-Christian
30 would be Christian


89 would be heterosexual
11 would be homosexual


6 people would possess 59% of the entire world's wealth
and all 6 would be from the United States.

80 would live in substandard housing


70 would be unable to read
50 would suffer from malnutrition


1 would be near death
1 would be near birth 


1 would have a college education
1 would own computer.








I really lucked out in this whole "life" thing.

If anyone wants to help me see radiohead this summer, or has any info on how that is possible...I would really appriciate it. This weekend was highly enjoyable, coming back was pretty hard. I hate feeling like this, man.

I got a huge check from my tax returns. Like, HUGE monies. We should vacation, no?!!

My birthday is coming up and all I want is a polaroid camera that works, books, and hugs. Smiles are good, too. My mom got a little drunk this weekend and told me that my dad got me an external hard drive. (I think) haha. My mom is my favorite drunk. Next to Paul. I'm bummed I missed the chocolate fountain adventure.









Why can't weeeee be frriiieends.

My new car is y-e-l-l-o-w. And that is toite. Toite like a tiger. Taaaiiiger. Yesterday was Tai and Cassie's day in the sun....if it was sunny. We're puzzle mastas.

Driving stick shift it so much fun. Waving people past you because you can't get started and realizing you've been in third gear the whole time is not fun (but it's hilarious). AND my ipod is hooked up to the car. AND there is fur covering the two front seats. AND I'm gonna be cruising in style. Cruzzzin the woooooOOOOOoorld.

The sun is (kinda) out today. I want to play with a frisbee. I want I want I want me me me my my my now now now.

I'm kinda sick of being stagnant. I would love to travel abroad. Or better yet, join the peach corps. That would be lovely. You are lovely. My new car is lovely. I'm going for a drive.

Why is it that everytime I'm in the newly post relationship stage, all I want to do is listen to music. Especially songs of the elliott smith and feeling left out variety. But you'll be proud to know that I've been doing very well about that. Mostly Outkast and bad (amazing) 80's songs have been circling the playlists. Let's see how long I can distract myself from being sad. F this shiz, man.

yesterday i came into the labyrinth only to find jeff dancing in his towel to T.A.T.U's russian lesbian masterpeice of "all the things she said" and it was accompanied by paul's improv bass rock out perfectly to the tune.

it is moments like this when i realize my life is complete.

ummmmm heyyyyy. this is sarah garza, and cassie forgot to logout of livejournal, sooooo im updating it for her.

cassie likes to pick her nose and eat it.
better yet....she likes to pick MY nose and eat it.

i know that you think im saying that just because im on here and shes not, but thats not it, i just want everyone to know the truth!!
THE TRUTH.

im watching the oc. bitchezzzzzzzz. wanna go? sweet. ill meet you outside in 5. youre going DOWN.

kbye. kiss kiss.

"sorry babe, but there are some things I have to say. we've only got a few moments left. i'm sorry for all the things i'll never give you, i'll never buy you another meatball sub with extra sauce.. i'll never make you smile. i just wanted us to be old together just two old farts laughing at eachother as our bodies fall apart. together in the end, like in your painting. that was our heaven, see? there's lots of things to miss. books, maps, kisses, fights..haha, god we had some great ones (thank you for those). thank you for every kindness. thank you for our children. for the first time i saw them. thank you for being someone i was always proud to be with. for your guts, for your sweetness, for how you always looked and how I always wanted to touch you. you are my life."



=) best movie.


spring break is only days away. THANK GOD. school has never seemed more demanding. I fear for my life, but right now I think i'm gonna make it. Let's hang out during the break, ok? awesome. It's going to be good. I can already tell.

this weekend was so great!
i love it.
i love everyones friends from home.
i love dominos, and ruling at it with my professional strategery.
i love listeing to old woman talk about licking armpits/butt plugs/penis vagina sex.
i love rain time.
i love phil and brian quoting iceman all night.
i love how timmy and paul are the same person.
and i love getting along and things being good. more than good, actually. and long boarrrrdddssszzzz.

i missed sarah and narn though. like a lot. and the whole rest of the world that was gone this weekend.

my new favorite sport is ice dancing. such amazing costumes. and they never fall/slip...or do jumps. it's amazing. such talent!!!!!!!!! i'm probably just jealous. especially of those russians.

i'm excited to live in a house next year, if it works out. first step is finding one. i'm on it. already got my first regection email, and i'm taking it like a champ.

IT'S BEEN SO COLD LATELYYYYY!!! i need to start wearing more clothes. good thing i have like 132943 scarfs. okenoughprocrastination.shit.seroiuslycassiejustdoyouroutlineforchirstsake.

bye.